Possessing nothin'..loneliness..depressing
Saturday, March 21, 2009 11:26 AM
it's 2.30 in the midnight right now..everyone has fallen asleep..but..what am I still
doin' here? I myself have no exact idea..it's just that i suddenly felt the loneliness that overwhelmed me and made me wanna really express the feeling right here..what makes a man?what makes a better life?what makes a better person?what makes a better couple?what makes a happy family?
There are too many what and how ques' to be asked..but who can actually provide a close to perfect ans' as a guidance..All of the fear and all of the lies are not hard to overcome, it's all in the way that you look at it..that's what WESTLIFE taught me..(the lyrics of 'we are one')
I was watching a Hong Kong famous drama before this and the story has made me feel the same way of how those characters feel..true lovers never get to be together..complicated love stories make you cry.make u suffer..the difficulties that the elder one encountering just to actualize the dream of one reunion dinner with his grandsons and granddaughters..f'cuk the troublemakers!! up yours!!
more affection and more love to rain on me..plz..no news is absolutely not a good news to me..
I guess most of my blog readers wouldn't understand what am I trying to tell here..but it's ok..hidden meaning needs your hidden potential to discover it..
satisfaction!
Monday, March 9, 2009 7:55 PM
finally,last semester's result has been released...My effort was not denied and everything was worthy to pay for!!..I've got what I've paid!! wish I can keep this up every time..haha..'huge dream'!!
another good news..busy man has taken measurement by himself and the glucose level has got back to normal..but it still has to be certified by doctor then only I will feel relief..hehe..but you know what!? good man gets good repay!!
SoMetHing's wrong !!
Sunday, March 8, 2009 3:58 AM
Oh gosh!! there must be somethings' wrong with me..I've been encountering insomnia for about two weeks..indeed..I shall say it this way..my mind is actually working while I am sleeping and this goes on continuously every night since two weeks ago right until now..it's something different from what people usually facing..I dream about nonsense,nice dream,terrible dream,every time I feel asleep..even if I feel extremely tired..I feel like I am sleeping but not really in the state of sleeping though..it sounds kind of weird huh..
Now what causes me to be like that? Overactive?Too nervous and worrying about something? Some sort of premonition(comes from my dreams)?Sickness?or it is just me?
I couldn't get enough rest which makes me being very tired the next day..I've had enough of this..really wish to rid it of..anyone ever faced the same problem?come let me know!!
